The girl was not searching for freedom. Unequipped to cope outside her isolation, such a privilege would create terror.
She was desperate for the parental guidance needed to live a normal life outside her bedroom. And she craved love and security.
However, the important skills needed to protect herself from monsters in the world were a void concept since she already lived among one such spiritually deformed creature.
I am in the process of publishing the sensitive details of my memoir.