Loss of Identity In Narcissistic Abuse

Loss of Identity In Narcissistic Abuse, Monika Jeneva

Loss of Identity in Narcissistic Abuse –

We must not give Narcissists our feelings or opinions differing from their own, as this will equate to us needing a lobotomy, an immediate exorcism, or admittance into a rehabilitation center for our hard-core drug abuse.

I had one such Dark Crusader tell me I was under possession by, not one, but four demons, and he came to my home, Bible in hand, ready to perform an exorcism on me, all by his Narcissistic, angelic self (lucky me).

Loss of Identity in Narcissistic Abuse, Monika Jeneva

I had another Narcissist shout, “shut the f*ck up!”, and I was going “straight to Hell” while blaming me for his desire to commit suicide. Yet, he claimed his Enabler was the hero for talking him out of the planned overdose, slicing of both wrists, and hanging himself in his garage (all for one suicide).

I was demonized as cruel and abusive by this Narcissist when I verbalized my shock and bewilderment over his suicide wish, as well as the blame he shoved onto me as if it was my fault for his gruesome self-annihilation plans.

The irony with this Dark Personality was that he touted me as much too horrid of a person for the privilege of even obtaining an exorcism and I would just go straight to Hell, period.

Loss of Identity in Narcissistic Abuse, Monika Jeneva

Whatever we hold dear to us, consider being of immeasurable value, or even fear, the Narcissist will exploit.

For example, Christians will be told they are demon spawns, evil, or possessed by such.

Other scenarios include the Malevolent Personality telling those prone to bouts of high emotion that they are imagining things, delusional, or in dire need of psychotropic medication.

Those who are on prescription medication, or excess amounts of vitamins, will hear accusations of our hard-core drug addictions.

Loss of Identity in Narcissistic Abuse, Monika Jeneva

Held captive by the abuser’s gaslighting and fury, the loss of our identity will occur as we deliberate on each of our words before spoken and tiptoe along fragile paths of minefields in the hope of not stepping on a land mine, thus causing another raging explosion, or even a calmer, more passive-aggressive spray of bullets.

Psalm 37:39

But the salvation of the righteous is from the LORD. He is their stronghold in the time of trouble.

BBYCGN

Loss of Identity in Narcissistic Abuse, Monika Jeneva

 

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Loss of Identity In Narcissistic Abuse, Monika Jeneva

Loss of Identity In Narcissistic Abuse, Monika Jeneva

 

Loss of Identity In Narcissistic Abuse, Monika Jeneva

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10 Comments

  1. Gosh! How awful!! I’m glad such times are behind you, my friend! It’s been bad enough having to work with such people, I can’t imagine having to be in a relationship with them!! You’ve been through a lot and you’re very brave talking about it! Donna 🧚🏻‍♀️❤️🙏 donnadoesdresses.com

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  2. Reading this makes me recall a relationship I was in…. and sadly these things are so true. My moral beliefs, my spiritual beliefs, they were always being twisted to look like something bad when I disagreed with him, or he didn’t get his way. If you don’t stand your ground and know the truth about who you are when dealing with people like this it can really ruin you. I’m so sorry you had to endure such awful treatment, Nika. You don’t deserve that at all.

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    1. That’s okay, Manessah. It was awhile back when I didn’t even know what Narcissists were. Ya, it was a rough time, but that was then, and this is now.

      I am just trying to get these posts up about Narcissists to educate my children, and help others also, because unfortunately these kind are not going away (Narcissists, are not going away, I mean… until they repent, or God gives them over to the darkness they so crave).

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      1. The beauty is that you are taking something negative and turning it into something positive and it is indeed helping so many. I really appreciate these posts because I’m learning a lot along the way and it’s answering so many questions about a relationship I was in. So thank you for sharing what you know and enlightening us.

        Sending hugs and love your way!

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