that waxes and wanes,
please give us full sun,
I like days of rain; heavy, horse-galloping rain! Overcast days, however, make me feel dissociated and deeply unsettled, as if the day, itself, is in a foreboding stage of not knowing if it wants to be full of sun, or have it’s earth, beneath it, rained upon. It is this disturbing, ‘in-between stage‘ that distresses me.
Jesus replied, ‘You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.“