Dark Shadow of A Narcissist

Narcissist,

you are a dark shadow

of a lost and

forgotten season;

in this memory

of you,

there is no rhyme,

nor any reason.

.

You came about

disguised as a

pure and

precious love;

yet, the truth

I did not fathom

was your future,

ruthless shove.

.

You smiled

all the while

as my heart did

bruise and break;

you glided past any

regrets of your own,

and your devotion

was counterfeit

and fake.

.

You are the

Great Pretender,

skilled at deception,

vice and verse.

Ha! Instead of leaving

me any better,

you left me

so much worse.

.

And now,

you skip on out

to more usable flesh

to thrash and destroy.

Will you be the sorrowful

victim, again,

as your next

tactical killing ploy?

.

You will forever

be the Game-Player,

messing with naïve

hearts alike;

and, there will always

be fools like me,

in which for

you to strike.

.

Although we all

have a hungry heart

for you to dangle

and break;

Narcissist, you will

never know genuine love,

yourself,

nor will you ever

be conscious

and awake.

.

You will go

on your way,

and never desire

any change;

you will always be

without fault,

never grasping

that you are

deranged.

Masks

Narcissists pretend they are caring and helpful citizens with their convincing masks of human goodness. Do not let them fool you, though; they are like peanut butter and jelly sandwiches without the peanut butter and jelly inside (you know, empty inside; without a self).

However, these dark shadows cannot keep it up…that is, their human masks.

They cannot bear them 100% of the time. Even Super-Glue will not do the job for them. This is because their human masks are unnatural, and painfu for them to wear over their snouts.

They just want to let their hair down, and be their mean ole’ evil selves,  without having to wear such alien disguises as that of “warmth and decency” (or even the poor, helpless victim), to deceive and ensnare their prey.

Their devotion is counterfeit.

Thus, behind closed doors, these burdensome masks slip right off, and dangle around their ankles, while their partners have to put up with the horrible beasts that no one else sees.

Sometime people feel sorry for these deranged, Diabolical Predators because of their inability to feel love. But, let’s not deceive ourselves; not feeling love does not upset a Narcissist.

Dark Shadow of A Narcissist

Deranged

However, what upsets, or rather, infuriates a Narcissist or Sociopath, is not encasing all superiority, getting paid all entitlement dues, nor leaving their victims (whom they idealize, devalue, and discard), in the worst mental, financial, spiritual and/or physical traumatized state than any human being should need bear.

Malignant Narcissists and Sociopaths do not experience true-love (what they feel is hate, envy, and scalding fury).

But, no… to not know genuine love is not an issue that causes individuals with Narcissism or Sociopathic Disorders, to suffer.

In fact, those of us who experience love, compassion, and empathy are pathetic in the Narcissist’s deranged mind.

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